January 24, 2010 (continued)

Hey everyone!
This weekend turned out to be pretty cool. Celebrated my brothers 21st birthday on Friday and then a little bit of it on Saturday. I can't believe it's already Sunday night! School starts tomorrow again x_x. But anyway I hope everyone who starts school tomorrow for the first time has a really great first day of school. Lucky kids starting school on the 25th >_>! Okay, well anyway let me get started :D. Today I woke up and did absolutely nothing! Pretty much just ate, slept, computer, slept, ate, computer, and texted throughout the day, oh and chatted with Melinda for like basically half the day haha, sounds like a very exciting day huh? :] But today was different than my usual boring days. Today as I layed down on my bed or as I was sitting down doing nothing, I just kept thinking about a lot of things. I thought about myself and about the future. What am I doing? Do I really know what I'm doing? Why do I let myself fail? Like seriously, I've been too relaxed and carefree about everything. I need to start thinking about my future and my own well being. I've always told myself I'd do really good in school after every semester and I always make new goals for myself, but I never even get close to completing them. Why do I do this? I have been thinking about this for the past couple of days. This time I actually feel like changing. I actually believe I can do it. I have this sudden urge to do really good in school and to change myself. Haha anyways enough of this bull! :D I'll keep these to myself. :] Blah, anyways I gotta talk to financial aid tomorrow so I'll need to wake up early tomorrow. X__X, but on the bright side I don't think I'll be having class on Mondays, so I'll be having 4 day weekends! :D and for a side note: ithinkimstartingtolikeyoumoreeveryday ;x
Anyways off to bed~ GOODNIGHT~ :]